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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
hey peiling, the blogger sign-in page looked foreign to you because
1 it's been ages since you updated
2 and eons since you published a proper post eh?
yeah.
so what made you want decide to revive your blog?
because i need a place. hopefully no one comes here anymore, and the few/ no tags on my board proofs that. may it always stay that way.
if people do come...?
i dont care. too bad for me.
this 3rd person is getting to me. go away 3rd person. i think i sound like a mentally unsound person.
my best friend cried.
for the first time in the 12 years ive known him.
yo dude, im really at a loss for words. i dont know what to say, because youve always been the one giving me the encouragement i need. but i'll just repeat the 4 things that you've been telling me: faith. hope. perfect plan. prayer. it basically sums up everything that i want to say to you, but dont know how to do it. maybe when i see you again on thursday, i'll have the right words to say.
sorry for knowing that something was wrong, but yet not doing anything about it because i was drained.
but im glad i had a good talk with you today. and lol, next time dont wear a cap and pull it low, you're not a poser la. everyone knows something's wrong. but jon's classic, bursting in, "you guys done? eh you dont look good with that cap. try mine. ehh no not good. maybe 2 caps will do the trick. how about no cap? ehh dont wear a cap next time la."
i hung up on mummy.
never thought i would do that. and now i feel so ugh.
it's a long story.
my mind was in a mess and i couldnt stand it so i hung up on her. she was going to scream at me for being rude and all [which is reasonable because i was incredibly rude], until she saw me. i hope she heard the sorry i mumbled before i locked the room door.
and i did the close-to-the-most-loserish thing. i was on the verge of crying. but ha, i didnt.
im turning into an emofreak. and just before family dinner. but ive got a feeling that haha they'll succeed in cheering me up.
man, just leave me alone.
yes peiling, leave yourself alone.
i should leave myself alone.
yes indeed. but can you do that?
simplicity.
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peiling
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